It's hard to believe that I haven't written a word since one year ago today. A lot of things have happened during this past year. After many struggles, I decided to take a residency position and moved to Madison. Sam has been extremely supportive of my decision. Luckily for us, his company let him work remotely. However, it was a very emotional move. We had lived in Oklahoma for almost 11 years, and it was sad to leave all of our longtime friends. From time to time I still question my decision- is it worthwhile to leave everything behind and start over?
Now it's been almost eight months since we moved to Madison. Time went by fast because of my busy schedule and life routines. The boys have adjusted really well. Chris likes his preschool and has made a few new friends, though he still thinks Eric is his best friend. Ethan is talking more and more and starts to show his strong personalities.
I haven't been feeling well lately. I have been studying for an upcoming test, which is not nearly as stressful as when I was on a busy rotation. It's really bizarre. Anyways, I decided to stay home today. Seven years ago I lost hope, and thought my life was over. Because of HIS grace I got my second chance. I am still lost from time to time, but I know He is with me. Please keep me on the right track. I also want to say that I love you and miss you, Yang Xiao. I will keep going and never give up because of you and your brothers.
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